It's been a while

I've succeeded in one of my goals - to finish my degree. It didn't work as I thought it would, but...it's done.
I'm also a week away from the other goal - the Toastmaster's Competent Communicator award!
I've come a long way with that!

I'm feeling very blue... counting up the jobs I haven't been hired for this summer, even one I had worked at before didn't call back!
It's hard not to take it all personally  "someone else was better, therefore I'm not good enough" "they don't want/need/love me!" etc.

I'll keep on slogging on in the job seach!